Wednesday, February 6, 2008

The difference between you and me is I make this look good

More and more my relationships with others seem to be breaking down. Growing up I typically had two or three really good friends and a changing cast of characters that were my backup friends; now, however, I’m having trouble distinguishing between the two categories. Some of my former “good friends” have stabbed me in the back. Some are geographically challenged. Some have disappeared. Some are just, well, kind of boring.

It saddens me to see so many people come and go in my life throughout the past few years, and it also makes me wonder why.

Do I pick the wrong people or do the wrong people pick me? Sometimes, yes and yes.

Do I neglect those I care about? At times.

Am I a bad friend myself? Umm…

The tough thing about analyzing problems is realizing that sometimes they are your own fault.

1 comment:

psychologizer said...

Sorry I didn't realize you had been blogging so much. I never check my old my space anymore. I have been feeling really distant from everyone too, and it's my own fault. Even though I am far I should call you and you should call me. I miss talking to you! I love you!